16 December 2012 @ 10:16 pm
Life Update  
I suppose I owe you all an explanation.

After I made my
brave post about starting to write again regularly, I went for a mammogram. It was to be the last of the bi-annual, five-years-after-treatment one, the one that would declare me cancer free.

Instead, they found something. Not a lump, quite, but something.

There were consultations. There was research (you know me!). After thinking about it a while, I decided.

I went in for surgery two weeks ago. I am still waiting for
the pathology results. See, the slides had to be sent "for further review."  So it's either very good news, very bad news, or very weird news. Considering me, probably all three.

I am still writing, but my mind refuses to settle. It's the uncertainty. Once I know, once there's a battle plan drawn up, everything becomes clear and I'll be able to start regular writing again. After all, Tardis!Ianto is insisting that I get back to his Universe. Or else.

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[identity profile] yuenoclow.livejournal.com on December 17th, 2012 04:17 am (UTC)
Oof, hard hit. I'm sorry something popped up on your scan, I'm hoping that the results are good, or at least not bad. I figured RL swallowed you again, but I can't imagine how distressing this was for you. All the best wishes!
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[personal profile] hab318princess on December 17th, 2012 06:24 am (UTC)
*HUGS*
hoping the results are very good news and not weird
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[personal profile] janiemc on December 17th, 2012 07:23 am (UTC)
Oh hon, I hope results are the best & not weird...hugs
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wynkat: Hug - Cat and Dog[personal profile] wynkat on December 17th, 2012 08:58 am (UTC)
gentle hugs, hun. digits crossed for positive news soon.
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midori_marmotte[personal profile] midori_marmotte on December 17th, 2012 09:51 am (UTC)
Awwww, luv. *enormous mega hug, with a cup of tea and swiss chocolate*. I hope it is nothing, and do not worry for us/your writing, take all the time you need.
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badly_knitted: Have You Hugged Your Jack Today?[personal profile] badly_knitted on December 17th, 2012 12:29 pm (UTC)
Keeping my fingers crossed for you! *hugs*
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Alexiel: coffee[personal profile] shinya_diey on December 17th, 2012 04:25 pm (UTC)
Fingers crossed *hugs*
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robling_t[personal profile] robling_t on December 18th, 2012 01:36 am (UTC)
*hugs* RL drama always takes precedence over fictional drama, we understand. Hoping for the best or at least something cope-able overall...
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a_lanart[personal profile] a_lanart on December 18th, 2012 03:31 am (UTC)
**hugs you** keeping fingers crossed, hope any news is good news.
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kendermaus[personal profile] kendermaus on December 18th, 2012 04:30 am (UTC)
sending you all the best wishes and positive thoughts/energy my little mausy heart can muster (which is quite a bit). You just concentrate on taking care of YOU, we'll be here.

pax,
km
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[personal profile] jantoeah on January 2nd, 2013 06:50 am (UTC)
Here's wishing you a happy healthy, stress free 2013. All the best from N.Z.
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