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Merucha ([personal profile] merucha) wrote2011-02-02 10:31 pm

Progress report, so to speak

If you're wondering if I'm still alive, the answer is yes. If you're wondering if I'm still sane.... let us take that into consideration later.

It has been a bad beginning to the year, tied to the miserable end of the last one. When that happens, I start to make my life smaller and smaller until I find a size I can cope with. I question everything, including my own beginning and end. It's painful and I try not to inflict it on anyone.  Truth is, if [personal profile] bethmccombs  hadn't been around (hey, Beth), I probably would have stopped writing.

But I think I'm at the end of the tunnel and it was actually sunlight, not the headlamps of an incoming train, so... I'll be posting soon. And after I finish Angel of Death, I'm going back home to the Tardis!Ianto verse. Ianto's namesake and godson wants his story told.

See you soon,.

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[personal profile] rhianona 2011-02-03 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
Glad to know you're alive. And completely sympathize as I'm in a similar boat. Good luck with everything.
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[personal profile] rhianona 2011-02-12 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for your kind thoughts. I'm a bit happier at the moment as one of the big stresses in my life just got relieved - at least temporarily. But I'll certainly take you up on it if things go bad again.